Poetic Fix

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Poetic Fix

Poetic Fix

"I sleep walk because I'm trying to live my dreams.." Wow, this poet makes some profound statements. Enjoy!

See she had the deepest blue eyes that a man has ever gazed in.
And i found myself drowning in the depths of passion, on the brink of sumthin amazing.
And I knew that to the heart there's a 100 ways in, but to the soul there's only one.
So I found myself tryin to be a student of her existence but instead I'm just a pupil and the lessons had just begun.
I attempted to read her thoughts so that the imformation would be optimal, but in the depths of her eyes everything was optical, an illusion.
And there I found myself a mist of all her doubts, fears, turmoils and counfusions...
I took a peek at her memories, somethings seemed to be faded while others peered to be timeless.
And as I searched the contents of her soul there I found the word "love" embedded in her iris.
I soon could hear the oceans of joy and despair and it seemed to draw closer with every blink of her eyelids.
I could feel the emotions in the air and the feelings keep growing.
Until they reached a climax and the tears started flowing.
All I wanted to know from the look in her eyes if she could possibly adore me.
But when I found my self in this stream of emotion running down her cheek I knew that she not only cried for me.
Becuz in all actuality her tears was me.
And there was no need to question if she loves me.
When the tear hit the grounds surface I stood up, ran to her, embraced her in my arms, stopped her tears with a kiss.
And asked her simply" tell me my love how can I ever love you like this??"

It Boggles me how in the game of Life someone can Scrabble your thoughts so much that they create a Monopoly within your mind. Of course they have no Clue that you have embarked upon this Trivial Pursuit to get these newfound emotions off your Chess. I wish I could tell you that this would be easy, Sorry to sink your Battle Ship per say, but there is always Risk involved when declaring your love for someone. My advice is to run with this sort of Outburst of emotion through the the Chutes and Ladders that life will bring. Because true love is a rare occurrence and yes, there is strategy involved, but most times you have to play with the hand you were dealt. But somewhere in the back of your mind you continually hope that its just one roll away.

Love at first sight?

Have you ever met someone and things just seemed to be meant to be? I know it sounds silly, and in most cases I would agree. I mean the whole concept of love at first sight is an irrational mind set. You question, "How can one love someone they just met?" What do we base this "love" upon? But...yes there is always a but, there are those times where phenomenas do occur and who gives a rats behind about having a reason to explain? It happens in movies. Its within the context of great fairytales. In the melodies of love songs and acted out in numerous plays. Is it so far fetched for one to hold on to this concept of love at first sight? After all, love it self is sort of an irrational emotion in its own regards. But, we are not questioning love here.. it is its presence when we first meet a person which is on trial. 

 There comes those moments in life where the planets are aligned just right, the moon and stars are in perfect cosmic harmony, and time yields to your interaction with that one special person. You indulge in great conversation, you finish the sentences of one another, you may even murmur the same phrase at the exact same time. Your eyes meet and you can see a reflection of the sparkle in your eyes or is that just a reciprocation of interest and intrigue? The world, oh the world is at a stand still.. words have taken on deeper meaning and you witness their birth as they spill off her lips. There you sat lingering to her every letter, syllable, and sentence. Conversation is natural, the chemistry is something to marvel at, and yes, dare I say it, to an innocent bystander, love is definitely in the air. 

Is this dilation of the pupil or thumping of the heart or sense of comfort the defining factors in this love at first sight theory? Some may call it infatuation, some may say its just the wonders of that "newness" but I say that in a parallel universe, written in the book of happy endings, that this is love. Maybe not in the same regards as we know it and perhaps not even at its full potential. But that is what we see in these moments, the potential. Isn't that all love is?? The potential to fall madly, insanely, irrationally for someone that you would give everything to experience it? 

Sitting across from this beautiful woman, our life flashed before my eyes. I could see our children playing,  our wedding day, kissing her in the rain, absorbing her very essence. And as she called my name and I awoke from this trance.. I knew that I didn't  care about anyones opinion, because if this isn't love at first sight. Then at least I know that we are on the cuspid of true love.

Wanna Love You

I dont wanna fight, I just wanna love you til it hurts.

I wanna love you until it births, a deep intimacy that defines the for better or for worse.

I wanna love you until i cant love anyone else and even after that I wanna love you more. 

I wanna love you so much that I cheat on you with the thought of loving you and realize that its only you i adore.

I wanna love the sweet scent of your pheremones, the depths of your pupils, and fall in love with your genetic make up.

I wanna get lost with your love in my dreams and have amnesia when i wake up, just so i can re-remember how it feels to love you, touch you, to inhale your essence.

But see I love you so much it borderline obsession. And I miss loving you so much its beyond recession, its borderline depression.

See you cant blame me if my eyes seem to be a bit moist.

And you cant blame me for going through that photo album over and over, please believe its not just by choice. 

And so what if i replayed your message 100 times just to hear your voice. 

And at first all I heard was, " Hemory its time we both see the truth. baby im sorry but i can no longer see me with you.

But it changed to " Hemory its time we both see the truth. But baby I cant see me without you!" Thats when i realized its not about you, nor is it about me, but my love its about "we" or "us" and i dont need a poem to discuss, how much i love you.

See baby i dont wanna fight no more and if I cant love you than i dont wanna write no more.All I wanna know is that you still care.

So I give you my pen and my heart and a blank canvas and you try and recreate the love that we shared.

Writers Block

I sat there with pen and paper with the desire to write.

But the more I tried and force it the harder the fight.
See it started out as a love poem, you know the kind 
filled with romantic metaphores and similes.
The I love yous and the you and me's.
But I knew that not having this in real life could ruin me.
So I decided to write sumthin deep. the kind of poem that says stuff like, " I wanna fall in love with your genetic make up. Than forget you in my dreams just so I can re-remember you when I wakeup" but I soon realized that this was just a waste of...... depth.
Becuz although it makes complete sense in my head at the end of the day its just a con.......cept.
So I tried to write sumthin tragic but I'm kinda sensitive about all that death stuff so I embarked on sumthin magic.
I tested a bit of that harry potter type stuff, than I sampled a little of that modern type stuff, but I wanted more, so I mixed the two sorta like a fusion.
But as I always do, I realized what's magic to one is just anothers illusion.
So there I am stuck in the realms of my imagination, with the sudden fascination just to write.
And as I looked at what used to be a blank piece of paper I realized sumthin must be right.
Than it hit me, all I needed to do was set my thoughts aside to see.
That these pages weren't filled with the words I wanted to write, but instead they were stained, with the emotion inside of me.

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      Our vision here at Lamar De'Lores is to bring substance to those in need of inspiration, spiritual nutrition, an occasional poetic fix, optimism in a sometimes pessimistic world, a creative rejuvenation. In our aspirations to do such, we search to find talented, ambitious, creative individuals with such substance within their own lives. In the upcoming weeks we invite you to lookout for our new addition to the team. This fine young gentlemen is a freelance writer that has been featured in numerous publications at his alma mater, Kalamazoo College. A very well spoken individual with deep introspect into many topics and  is the future of Lamar De'Lores. So again, I invite you in welcoming him to our team within the next couple of weeks!

Poetic Fix

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